Where has my faith and trust been the last, oh...several years?
Idk, but I'm going to, one day - today - put both feet down on my Solid Rock and just trust. And wait. He is bigger than Ellen, bigger than ALL my efforts for this darned van. I will just wait.
If it's His will for Kam to have that van, then it will happen. Without my "efforts."
I apologize for the self-pitying nonsense from yesterday. Today is a new day, and I will trust and I will shut up. =-)
Thanks to my new friend at http://www.thetrustingnomad.com/ for the reminder of what I was like when I simply trusted and obeyed.